Insecurity

"To be alive is to be missing"
This phrase is somewhat mysterious at first but true as the time passes by.
I believe that the one who admires the phrase has had such a great life
and I am so grateful for him although with him being missing is a longing to me.
I can say my five years of longing would be forever
But as long as he is happy, the forever becomes content
I want to be alive with this longing
Thus, it is my time to be missing and enjoying every single ni'mah I had from Allah.
Thank you for being happy.
Thank you for being you.