Resonances

Understanding others insight are mind-blowing

Human is indeed a mystery

Their senses are five

Their anatomy are quite similar

But the speech, thoughts, emotions & etc are complicated metaphysics that resonates.

"Done is better than perfect" - RM

'I'm happy with what I have and I like it." - V

"If I give up here, I'm not the star of my life" - V

'I knew where I wanted to go but not how I could get there: what I do to get there is to trust myself, do my best and love what I do" - J-Hope

'We must try to remember and face who we are

Tomorrow may be dark, painful, difficult and unbearable. We might stumble or fall down

but stars shine brightest when the night is darkest

and the night is always darkest before the first light of dawn."

These thoughts really resonate inside.

I have big dreams but none of them are yet achieved

I want to follow my heart but my mind keep voicing out the worst possibilities. 

In that moment, I said to myself, it's okay if I fail to glow, at least I'm doing what I love.

Let say if I really fail, my life will become simple for the first time.

It will be welcomed but unwanted for sure.

Will I get used to my entire world shrinking in an instant?

Will I get used to people get pitiful on me?

Will I get used to people mocking and criticizing?

Will my friends still think highly of me?

Will my family still be proud of me?

I don't know

One thing I know, I'm not my best here,

I'm not happy, I'm not functioning well as human being.

But...

Will I be at my best, happy and functioning well if it's not here?

Life is full of uncertainties 

Every choice I'll have..

Has no certainty..

Every move I'll make..

Has no guide..

Even If I'm certain of what to choose..

I do not know exactly how to fulfill the choices.