Bullet 0 : WHY

Dear self,

why are you always contemplating about life

why you always feel not enough

why you always think there is no more sincerity

why you keep on feeling lonely with every photos your college posted on instagram

why you always think no one is happy with your existence

why you always feel like a burden around others

why you cannot trust people anymore

why you feel so alone in your life

why you have no motivation to improve yourself

why you keep on wasting your time

why you always feel sad and trapped

why you keep on thinking that you are not wanted

why is it hard for you to wake up after falling

why you sometimes feel like wanna eat everything to sabotage yourself

why you feel like no one actually love you

why you feel like no one actually care

why do you put the blames on others

why do you put all the blames on yourself

why do you hate yourself

why are you ashamed of yourself

why are you dissappointed with yourself

why are you so strict to yourself

why are you always have to deal with your feelings

why are your feelings so complicated

why are you so emotionally sensitive

why are you always tired and wasted

why are you not consistent in doing anything

why are you into something with no benefit

why do you always think others are happy and lucky

why do you think everyone is loved by Allah

why do you think Allah don't love you

why do you think you are useless

why do you always trying to fit in the unfit

Why are you like this