You will be okay

Have you heard of a story

A man brought himself out of despair

Giving up after 350 years..

He ran away from his people

Travelled through the ocean on a ship

Perhaps I know how he had felt

Perhaps he felt what I am feeling

Perhaps that was the best decision he could think of

When the fight is unbearable, 

It's either flight or freeze.

The ocean is scary

The storm is scary

Risking his life into an unknown world is scary

Perhaps surviving at 127751st day is scarier

The cycle of life

As the sun rise up, the shadow's fading

As the sun settle down, the shadow's growing

Bigger and bigger

Until I fail to recognize it

My shadow becomes my fear

The long night begin

The shadows are no longer seen

But the scariest night is replacing it

I lose my sight, I lose my self

I should find the light, right?

Or 

Should I sleep... 

I fear of opening my eyes

What if it still dark outside?

Will I survived? 

This pulseless soul in beating heart

Can she endure fearlessly

This hopeless soul in exhausted self

Can she hold on the rope again?

The man was thrown into the ocean

Into the deepest layers of darkness

Alone... into the greatest despair..

Who could even survived.... right?

Who could even have the courage to live in it.... right?

However...

He opened his eyes instead

In that exhausted self, his soul is breathing

When there's no hope... he prostrated and prayed again

When he couldn't turn back time

He return to the Owner of time instead

Endlessly seeking the light in that pitch black world..

He returned alive after hundreds years.

Open your eyes, dear self.

Walk through the dark.. 

Dispair is never an option.. 

It's scary..... I know.

Life is scary..... I know.. and He knows too

Even impossible is the only conclusion.... It's okay

You are okay... my dear.

Like the dawn sets in after the darkest night,

You will survive in the long run.