Emotions

The new chapter is not as easy as I thought it would be

I guess every moment in life is unique

Challenge takes its own shape each time

Am I overly sensitive?

There is a day where I feel like not doing anything

But people around me suddenly said that I'm protesting 

They don't even ask how am I doing 

But jump over a nonsense conclusion about me

And I out of the blue become the antagonist of the day

My emotion are transparent

I don't keep it inside

But having to deal with baseless judgement

Taking my single mistake as a definite downfall

Enough is enough

I have nothing to say anymore

Let them talk and think whatever they want about me

I no longer have a need to explain

Am I worthless?

When I lie on bed the whole day

Having my time at last 

Fulfilling the need of this curious self?

A nonsense pitfall from a nonsense judgement and prejudice.

I want to put an end to all this

I want to be alone 

But me being alone itself seems like a sin to them

Let I make my conclusion on the whole situation

I don't like you when you don't like me

I pity you when you pity me

I hate you when you hate me

I will only love the one who love me

Your hateful words will be thrown back at you

Because I'm no longer innocence and fragile.